I am just a cam_grrrl.

I Can Speak

English, French, Dutch

I Would Describe Myself As

I haven't updated in a while so here I go. I am a struggling filmmaker, still. For a year now I have been working on my craft and living as an artist, and trying not to be bourgeois about it. It has been difficult because you often don't get paid for being one, especially if you are trying to be an independent artist, break the mold, create something new. etc. etc. I live with mom who supports me in doing so, which I priviledged because of it.

My family crosses and intersects racialized boundaries. Trying to escape the Winter months, so hope to visit friends in Mexico, but get nostogic about childhood memories sitting on my Papa's lap, looking out the window down the gap, in Orangehill Barbados. He used to mash mangos and put sugar on it for dessert. Mame used to make bakes for breakfast. I haven't been back to the island in a while. My father escaped there, planting trees, and working the land. Even though a lot of my family has gone to Miami, so i might go there. Or maybe I will go to Brazil, since everyone thinks I from there anyway.

To challenge further, I am planning to go to the low-lands to meet my family without my mother as a buffer, learn Dutch to really blow people's minds. While prepping, learned of and was disturbed by the Zwarte Piet (Black Petes) helper of Sinterklaas, from my mom's account would take dutch children to the dreaded evil Spain, oh dear. What did i expect from a colonial power, anyway. Going to make my first feature, about my experience there. I want to make a radical travel show.

Sign

Cancer

My Body Type Is

Curvy

My Height Is

5' 4 (1.63 m)

My Eyes Are

Brown

My Ethnicity Is

Other

My Marital Situation Is

Single

I Have Kids

No

I Want Kids

Not Sure

My Best Feature Is

Smile

Body Art

Other

My Hair Is

Brown

I Have One Or More Of These

No pets

My Education Level Is

University Degree

My Current Employment Status Is

Self-employed

My Speciality Is

Entertainment / Media

My Job Title Is

Filmmaker

I Make This Much In A Year

Less Than $14,999USD

I Live

With Parent(s)

At Home

Friends Come Over Often

I'm A Smoker

Yes - Trying To Quit

I Drink

Yes - Socially

Back In High School, I Was A

Quiet One

My Social Behavior Is

Loud, Observant, Friendly, Outgoing, Strange

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Reading, Music, Movies, Clubbing / Bar Hopping, Dancing, Photography, Religion / Spirituality, Theater, Travel, Camping, Volunteering

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Hanging Out With Friends, Partying, Trying New Things, The Movies, Relaxing, Sleeping, Clubbing / Bars, Drinking, Reading A Book, Playing Dress-up, Going To A Concert, Going To A Museum

An Ideal First Date Would Be

My first date is always good when you can get me to step out of my head for a while. If you want to talk about life, change, and no small talk please.

I've Always Wanted To Try

I want to try and do everything. Live life in the moment.

My Friends Describe Me As Being

Friendly, Troublemaker, Cool

My Religion Is

Spiritual But Not Religious

I Attend Services

Once A Year

My Political Views Are

Anarchist

My Goal In Life Is

So my goal is achieving wisdom and fully fitting in my skin. I want to create community and change the world. I want to be able to sustain myself on making my art, which is hard right now. I want to travel to where my ancestors have been and travelled. I want to get out of my head sometimes, and communicate the dialogue that goes on in my head.

My Kind Of Humor Is

Clever, Dry / Sarcastic, Friendly, Goofy

On Tv, I Always Watch

News, Documentaries, Dramas, Situation Comedies, Movies

When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A

Comedy, Drama, Documentary, Animation, Horror, Thriller

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Rap, Rock, Electronic, Blues, Jazz, Soul, Reggae, Folk, Punk

When I Read, I Always Read

History, Horror, Humor, Music, Philosophy, Political, Poetry, Satire, Technical

My Idea Of Fun Is

DANCING TILL I DROP, Knitting, Reading, Writing, listening to Music, activism, deconstructing and unlearning colonialism (this is inclusive of all the isms) and creating community and changing the world.

What Do You Find Attractive?

Intelligence, Great Skills, Empathy, Sensitivity, Oddities, Spontaneity, Wit, Thoughtfullness

What Do You Look For?

I want to meet people whom when I speak of colonization they don't took at me like I have two heads.

I am looking for people who will dance all night.

People who will make movies with me.

People who will let me play with their turntables.

I want to meet people who are challeging their privledge, so I will be able to better challenge mine.

I think Revolutionaries are Hot.

I am looking for creative people to work with and learn from. I am looking for those who want to change the world. But before we change the world, I am looking for people who want to **** shit up, and throw wrenches into the status quo.

I am looking for people who want to create community.

I want to meet other beautiful Black/Brown Peeps, and other people of colour.

I am looking for people who are challenging eveything.

Friendships can be revolutionary.

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Internet Buddy, Friend, Date, Intimate